Overthinking way too much about the past, 
How things used to be.
How many  people I’ve  lost  and gained
How happy I actually am .
How much more vulnerable i feel.

How much I shouldnt  care what people ‘expect of me’  anymore.
It’s not selfish to love yourself.
Everyone should, everyone deserves too. 

But god I don’t  half miss the crap out of the people I used to care about.
When I pass by you. I feel myself sink lower and lower … A flashback hits me
of everything we used to have